Lorena

Vodka and caviar with a marlboro menthal = Heaven

by: William Shakespeare

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  “TAKE all my loves, my love, yea, take them all:

  What hast thou then more than thou hadst before?

  No love, my love, that thou mayst true love call;

  All mine was thine before thou hadst this more.

  Then, if for my love thou my love receivest,

  I cannot blame thee for my love thou usest;

  But yet be blamed if thou this self deceivest

  By wilful taste of what thyself refusest.

  I do forgive thy robb’ry, gentle theif,

  Although thou steal thee all my poverty;

  And yet love knows it is a greater grief

  To bear love’s wrong than hate’s known injury.

  Lascivious grace, in whom all ill well shows,

  Kill me with spites; yet we must not be foes. “

To be at peace with my mind, oh what a day that would be. To see the the world through unbroken eyes, oh what a day that would be. To have feeling left inside of my soul, oh what a day that would be . I wanna be somewhere i belong, yet i feel like i will never really belong. There’s an emptyness inside of me and if i could only fill up that space, then and only then would i be truley happy. This life is my lithium and i have lost my tourniquet. The stars and moon never looked so dull as my smile reflects off the sunbeams, i try and soak in the energy hoping i gain some strength. Will this life of mine continue to be so dark and vague. I fear that not only will i fail myself but that i will let others down. As i take another drag of my last ciggerette i can’t help but feel distraught. Can someone save me ? No.!.! Only i can save my self from this beautiful disaster..

All great things started of small.

To be somthing great you have to take that first step, that step looks 8 miles high to me . I’m constantly doubting myself because i’ve had a rough start. As every year goes by the step seems to grow. So it’s time to take a leap and land. Even if it’s a rough landing and i come crashing down. At least i’ll know i did everything i could. I’d rather have a rough landing then being stuck in my same state of mind.

I’ve been waiting for this..

It’s been brought to my attention that family is everything.