To be at peace with my mind, oh what a day that would be. To see the the world through unbroken eyes, oh what a day that would be. To have feeling left inside of my soul, oh what a day that would be . I wanna be somewhere i belong, yet i feel like i will never really belong. There’s an emptyness inside of me and if i could only fill up that space, then and only then would i be truley happy. This life is my lithium and i have lost my tourniquet. The stars and moon never looked so dull as my smile reflects off the sunbeams, i try and soak in the energy hoping i gain some strength. Will this life of mine continue to be so dark and vague. I fear that not only will i fail myself but that i will let others down. As i take another drag of my last ciggerette i can’t help but feel distraught. Can someone save me ? No.!.! Only i can save my self from this beautiful disaster..
